bathtub
at the moment spending any time away from writing feels like sneaking away behind the back of a lover - guilty, unsettling, mind always half there. i love what's happening between the pages though. things like this :
bathtub
i call you little fish
pull you from the front door to the tiny bathroom splashed with tulips in glasses,
fresh ones under the mirror and the wilted dozing over the filling tub
night falls as we sink groaning into hot water
secret god
i have not even finished writing one book and already i dream of the next - an exploration of the er*tic mysteries...
secret god
i arrive wrapped in night
like a bearer of secret news
peel off layers of wool while you welcome me with electric relish
“i’ve been waiting for you for hours…”
poisons in our bloodstreams
just a touch,
red stain on my lips and bright lights
and six flights of steps -
i glide in on a spray of bubbles
hang the icy night on a hook
and nestle into your arms,
Body turning mellow as elderflower wine…
wisecracking cunts (occulture)
our regular date comes around,
3 hours every 3 years
i had missed your singing
to digest life’s casual backhand blow
but today we stroll the market holding hands,
“Look at that. We did land back in Europe”
as if yesterday,
backpacks still feisty as fresh horses
on these greater motherland soils
we’re slowly trickling into
it’s that old scene again,
the witches sit on benches
under rain stars and fire
and discuss devotion
from men who are children,
kids rise in great conjunctions on the horizon
and the chop-wood tending, tending to our temples.
a day of mermaids
you have this way of saying things sometimes -
you steal away time’s breath
with the caress of truth in your words
“ the world would be better
if people did
less. “
tribal gathering
it seemed so simple in my head. “let’s gather and do nothing”.
only when they were all there
did it dawn on me
this
was a revolution in itself,
to invite people into actual
empty space,
unstructured,
free.
questions (part 2) Devil’s advocate
You watch me rant
With a knowing smile
and ever the devil’s advocate,
You remind me
“But you also tell me :
I’m not going anywhere.”
questions (part 1)
questions reveal the asker
more than any given answer.
how many come to ask of this love
“but are you committed?”
oh, i’m committed -
but only to truth
and to following love’s wild, meandering ways