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Teach my fumbling fingers
Nona laút. Little lady of the sea.
We have been in love for a year now.
You came like grace after a storm, flaunting your curves and tinkling laughter at my tired gray heart.
You spin into songs what I would not know how to speak.
![Sunburned, hugged and overpeopled](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5fa32974966ec86dc391c365/1609804325955-O9UF3H1J82RPICZWUFPF/IMG_4310.jpeg)
Sunburned, hugged and overpeopled
my mind drifts on the storm breeze.
i camp out in bed for the day, surrounded by a sea of
crumpled love poem,
fairy lights duct tape a drying carpet,
A stack of bills on the altar
and my guitar stretched out on brightly-colored silks,
fit to dress a queen on a wedding day.
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but i can bless
My mother’s best friend is a doctor.
A doctor coming to the age of retiring - and like many of them, not so inclined.
“Because when you know how to fix people, why would you stop.”
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Love in the Chaos
Love is waiting in the Chaos at Resolution Festival!
I will be holding a Tantric Temple in the Healer’s Space, to bathe your body in sweet tenderness. Opening this year with a prayer of devotion poured into every inch of your skin.
I am really excited to find out how this will work out! Instead of my usual workspace, my cozy empire where everything is so carefully prepared, the temperature, the silence and music - now we’ll share ceremonies of divine love in the wild, ebullient festival life. Take it outside - My favourite kind of adventure!
My most fun Tarot gig ever was in a similarly improbable venue - an artsy Valentine’s day erotic discotheque celebration.
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dreaming in the renaissance
so you may have heard - this solstice is a very special planetary party. yes, the planets are always doing a bunch of exciting things, but this.
last time the planets did what they are about to do in a few days, the Renaissance happened.
Let that trickle in for a moment.
From the dark ages of dogma, oppression, ignorance… suddenly, an airplane.
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pour your libation at my feet
This is going to be controversial.
I rise to the symphony of sunrise birds and a sentence I cannot let lie.
“Your clients must fall in love with you all the time.”
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the one thing most precious
“what is important does not need to be spectacular”.
i wanted simple. we needed simple. we are few, around a candle, and the rain. i say these words, and they trickle down, penetrate the ultra-density i later realize is my body digesting an eclipse. i’ve been percolating for weeks the phrase :
“when a person chooses the one thing most precious it is a serious act.”
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to keep silence
Every day,
Every conversation
About my work
is ripe with the unsaid.
“What happens in a session?”
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Time’s scratchings
The digital window opens, we
Gaze
at the Beloved
In a mosaic of bodies.
Awed witnesses of time’s scratchings
on our faces.
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backs full of arrows
It’s weeping season.
Not crying, no, forget about the trickle - monsoon. From all directions love comes flying and the thud of each arrow knocks the breath out of me.
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Because it matters
I am in yet another rose garden. Enveloped in the proud clamor of hundreds of bagpipes. There’s a competition going, and pale faces march by in smart matching kilts.
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Nothing left but music
The moon darkens and there is no negotiation.
nothing left but music.
I stop working, I stop talking.
In, woman.
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line in the sand
I love working with men, but my heart yearns to share the gift of tantric touch more widely with my sisters. To lavish exquisite tenderness into their bodies and soul.
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“What makes a sexual experience sacred?”
It’s close to midnight in the deserted park. the men in vigil want to know more about my experience giving tantric massage. I thought it would be hard to explain, but a triangle sketched itself before me.
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Like the ample body of a cackling woman
something is happening.
something pulled me onto my bike, sailing down and puffing uphill until i walked into a great garden and my breath stopped.
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her game in thy tongue
Today, in lieu of a review for one of my card readings, i received this fantastic poem.
Invite poetry into people’s lives, and they may well return the favor….
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naked messenger
i watch the sky light up into purple this morning. its been weeks since i could glimpse the sky from a window, and i was wilting. i watch the colors flare up the heavens and i feel like i’m slowly recovering from a long, long hangover.
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elusive sound
hour after hour,
they start
to gleam.
with every adjustment
to its digital curves
my music refines,
whittled down and
with every minute
i feel
more naked.